Talking about the motivations for me to start blogging all over again might be the mixed feelings of mine being an official university student at the fresh age of eighteen.
Happy sounds too greasy;
Sad might be a sin;
Excitement is definite yet evolved to a dragger.
Being in university was a blessing to me since the beginning as I finally get to return to KL and live the life I used to dipping myself in the pamper of entertainment and shopping. Of course, I met great friends here as well and I love that to the bits as everybody is awesome in their own ways. They are mostly friendly & comfortable to hang around.
The beginning of semester one was exciting and fantastic as roller coaster. However, the roller coaster somehow drops to the lowest point as it comes to the latter period of the semester.
It is hard to define what dilemma I've been through from the end of semester one til now the beginning of semester two. It is something vague yet obvious in sorts of ways. The bunch of flowers (a group of bestie of mine in uni) were so close and loving in the beginning and gets even more intimate in the latter times, but I somehow felt left out. It was through some small hints, slight glances they passing around time by time to each other without counting me in.
So this is life. When you were happy as hell, you will be given a true hell after that. And what you gonna do is to break through that hell and get your steps up to that ecstasy.
10th May 2016
Tueday
2.02 AM
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